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Sunday 16 September 2001
so what now?

i feel different. i look at things different. things sound different. people move in different ways. i move in different ways.

corinne, kt and i were talking about how we felt about going to nyc and how we feel about flying over there.. we're all undecided/scared about going over there now. it's thrown us off course. it's thrown everyone off course.

i'm worried about all the people i love in the states. i'm scared for them. i hope they know that i do love them, they're just as important to me as family is. they take care of me. i don't know what to tell them sometimes. is everything going to be ok? we don't know. but as long as they know i'm here, i feel a bit better.