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Saturday 15 January 2005
on being tracey

the events of the past few weeks, while i am open to discussing my day to day life and bigger events that happen, have been too personal for me to discuss in any serious detail. what i can say, though, is that i'm coming to understand more and more about being who i am, and the freedom and limitations that life can bring you.



now, i haven't gone all crazy on you - but being who i am, i can get very sentimental and emotional about the things that matter in my life. and when something happens, it happens. why do i bother writing about something i don't want to openly talk about? because this is my journal, and without mentioning it in some way would feel like a black hole when i look back (and i do) on my life here at sh1ft.org.

i'm getting through a health/lifestyle issue (we're ok), which has also brought Regan and i closer together, if that's humanly possible. we've had to look at 'the bigger picture' which has been eye opening and mind blowing. the past few days especially have shaken me up, but it's nice to feel this way. i'm human. this is what life is!!!

for me, there's been ALOT of things to get my head around, so i'm glad it's the weekend and there'll be time to reflect.

what's really gotten me through it all, from the small mundane things to the huge life altering news, is the love and support from my family and friends. without them, my life wouldn't be the same and for that, i'm grateful and now i feel like everything will be okay afterall.