sometimes i think of pulling the plug.. i have a love/hate relationship with something at the moment and its the source of stress.. it would be easy to just let it go

another source of stress – the Visa
holy moly it’s driving us batty.. i basically cracked again at the start of the week but Regan brought me back to sanity. it’s the middle of November and we’re trying to plan our wedding … but can’t. sometimes i think it’s better to just go to the Registry Office and forget the whole dress/garden ceremony/bubbles/cake/music/food thing … i guess it’s a taurean thing to be stubborn about something you want though

all i know that it’s torture being away from someone you love, for this long … and there’s still a way to go

priorities in my life right now are Regan, getting Regan here, making sure i get better, taking care of my family and friends and saving/making enough money to survive on.

(i gotta stop being so boring!)

my modem had a hissy fit the other night, so i haven’t been able to log on .. but luckily today the telstra guy came and tested it all out and sold me a new modem since the old one seemed to had died on me all of a sudden. so yay! i’m back online, as normal, back to work, as normal. i wonder how i’m going to handle using a 56k when Regan and i move out together ..

now we just gotta ghost-bust the other computer’s monitor that seems to turn on and off on it’s own