i keep hearing it. i keep reading it. <\/p>\n
life is too short. <\/em><\/p>\n and i believe it. but maybe i truly don’t? if i did, i would of changed jobs by now. i’m pretty unhappy (to the point of tears) doing what i do now, but i stay because of the financial stability. what is the deal breaker between financial and emotional stability? <\/p>\n i’m torn because i want\/need to be a mature adult – i have a child, i have a mortgage. i’m torn because my heart is just not in this anymore<\/em> and i just cannot continue feeling this way about something that i do for 65% of my time. <\/p>\n i think my problem is lack of confidence. i just don’t have any anymore when it comes to a career\/job\/work. even with photography, i liked doing it but my confidence level was shot to pieces. i just don’t think i’m good enough. to do anything, really. <\/p>\n any advice? where do you get your confidence from? experience? <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" i keep hearing it. i keep reading it. life is too short. and i believe it. but maybe i truly don’t? if i did, i would of changed jobs by now. i’m pretty unhappy (to the point of tears) doing what i do now, but i stay because of the financial stability. what is the […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1056","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-ramblings"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/sh1ft.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1056","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/sh1ft.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/sh1ft.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sh1ft.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sh1ft.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1056"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/sh1ft.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1056\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/sh1ft.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1056"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sh1ft.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1056"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sh1ft.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1056"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}