
define('DISABLE_WP_CRON', true);{"id":135,"date":"2002-04-20T15:15:35","date_gmt":"2002-04-20T04:15:35","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/sh1ft.org\/blog\/?p=135"},"modified":"-0001-11-30T00:00:00","modified_gmt":"-0001-11-29T13:00:00","slug":"testing-the-water","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/sh1ft.org\/blog\/135\/","title":{"rendered":"testing the water"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>this morning i woke up around 4am and i couldn&#8217;t get back to sleep. my dad was flying back in from malaysia this morning at 6am and i was reminded that in less than a week i&#8217;d be doing the same thing. as soon as we got to the airport i started getting nervous and fidgeting for no real reason except that i know that that&#8217;s what it&#8217;s going to be like soon. i was actually looking out for him in the crowds, sounds so silly. <br \/>\nstrange thing was that i said to my sister jokingly &#8216;i wonder how many people are here to meet their internet boyfriends&#8217; and the next thing that happens &#8211; a woman calls out to her boyfriend &#8216;now you know what i go through when i visit you, did you get my last email?&#8217;. the man said something in his american accent along the lines of &#8216;it&#8217;s better seeing you offline like this&#8217;. my sister and i slowly backed out of their moment together, but from what we overheard, they were doing the same thing that Regan and i will be going through soon and in a way it was comforting. <br \/>\nsigns come in all ways and shapes and i think that was one \ud83d\ude09 <br \/>\nthat things will be okay <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>this morning i woke up around 4am and i couldn&#8217;t get back to sleep. my dad was flying back in from malaysia this morning at 6am and i was reminded that in less than a week i&#8217;d be doing the same thing. as soon as we got to the airport i started getting nervous and [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-135","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-anything-everything"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/sh1ft.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/135","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/sh1ft.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/sh1ft.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sh1ft.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sh1ft.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=135"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/sh1ft.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/135\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/sh1ft.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=135"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sh1ft.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=135"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sh1ft.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=135"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}