i think i’m getting this unhealthy thing for food.. it’s all i think about now (of course, whilst thinking about Regan). but i’m always thinking of my next meal which i’ll eat 30 mins later.. it’s non stop and while i don’t mind about putting on a few pounds, i’m wondering what’s changed my appetite?
\nof course like i’ve mentioned before, i think it’s linked to missing Regan so much. i remember saying to him that when he’s gone, i was going to eat myself stupid.. maybe this<\/i> is it?
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i’m slowly getting back to what’s “normal” for me. tonight i went in the kitchen and made chocolate pudding for my mum, sis and me (see, MORE food!) and we all sat down and loved it. i still feel the need to be on the computer all the time, yet i’m grumpy when i am. tonight i was doing okay, talking to Regan and then i got all pouty for no reason (i’m blaming pms). i don’t like that people have to talk to an ever-mood-changing tracey. it sucks.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
i think i’m getting this unhealthy thing for food.. it’s all i think about now (of course, whilst thinking about Regan). but i’m always thinking of my next meal which i’ll eat 30 mins later.. it’s non stop and while i don’t mind about putting on a few pounds, i’m wondering what’s changed my appetite? […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-150","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-anything-everything"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/sh1ft.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/150","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/sh1ft.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/sh1ft.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sh1ft.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sh1ft.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=150"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/sh1ft.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/150\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/sh1ft.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=150"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sh1ft.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=150"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sh1ft.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=150"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}