
define('DISABLE_WP_CRON', true);{"id":273,"date":"2002-10-23T19:26:10","date_gmt":"2002-10-23T08:26:10","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/sh1ft.org\/blog\/?p=273"},"modified":"-0001-11-30T00:00:00","modified_gmt":"-0001-11-29T13:00:00","slug":"starting-again","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/sh1ft.org\/blog\/273\/","title":{"rendered":"starting again"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/www.spacecowgirl.nu\/photos\/dark1.jpg\" align=\"right\">i&#8217;m back.. didn&#8217;t really go anywhere.. just needed a break from things<\/p>\n<p>so many things going on that i felt like simplifying what i could. i&#8217;m still going to be low-key, but i&#8217;m going to try to at least post something here again every day or so. <\/p>\n<p>dad&#8217;s getting better, still in a cast. thank you for those who sent me a message about him<\/p>\n<p>the wedding preparations are coming along slowly. Regan and i are really getting down to what we want, my mum is really getting down to what SHE wants (it&#8217;s that whole my wedding\/my mum&#8217;s wedding thing). again, we can&#8217;t book too many things until the visa is submitted and passed but at least we&#8217;ve set the day and booked the gardens for the ceremony. we&#8217;re probably looking at him getting here in april which makes me sad in so many ways, but as long as he gets here (we keep saying). everything happens for a reason i guess, patience is a virtue<\/p>\n<p>the muscles in my arms and hands are acting up again, so it&#8217;s hard for me to type\/design\/photograph\/hold things for long period of time. i don&#8217;t want it to get any worse, but sometimes there are so many ideas in my head that i want to express graphically\/photographically and i can&#8217;t because of what&#8217;s happening to my body. i can&#8217;t help but wonder what my life will be like if it continues to get worse, 20 years from now will my hands be even functional? <\/p>\n<p><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/www.chaosmusic.com\/product_images\/798266.jpg\" align=\"left\">Regan sent me <b>sea change<\/b> through the mail yesterday and its such a fitting album for me at the moment, one of those &#8216;right album at the right time&#8217; records. we&#8217;re both counting down for ( ) to come out, i&#8217;m waiting til i get the full length cd in my hands before listening to any tracks. and while i&#8217;m talking about music, i&#8217;m seeing john mayer on sunday night so i should have a good time, and maybe even take some good photos. we&#8217;ll see.. <\/p>\n<p>i&#8217;ve been sitting away in my own little bubble, with a few guest stars. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>i&#8217;m back.. didn&#8217;t really go anywhere.. just needed a break from things so many things going on that i felt like simplifying what i could. i&#8217;m still going to be low-key, but i&#8217;m going to try to at least post something here again every day or so. dad&#8217;s getting better, still in a cast. thank [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-273","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-anything-everything"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/sh1ft.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/273","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/sh1ft.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/sh1ft.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sh1ft.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sh1ft.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=273"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/sh1ft.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/273\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/sh1ft.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=273"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sh1ft.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=273"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sh1ft.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=273"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}