
define('DISABLE_WP_CRON', true);{"id":3256,"date":"2011-05-27T14:42:09","date_gmt":"2011-05-27T04:42:09","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/sh1ft.org\/blog\/?p=3256"},"modified":"2011-05-27T18:11:49","modified_gmt":"2011-05-27T08:11:49","slug":"the-trouble-with-motherhood","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/sh1ft.org\/blog\/3256\/","title":{"rendered":"the trouble with motherhood"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>the trouble with being a mum, is also one of the most wonderful things about being a mum<\/p>\n<p>it&#8217;s only been 2 weeks since we&#8217;ve started down the road of referrals, test and diagnostics &#8211; and i&#8217;ll admit i&#8217;m not the usual Tracey lately. most day&#8217;s i&#8217;m okay, and then other days i&#8217;m in a rut. last week was worse, at least this week i&#8217;m managing my anxiety more. does not make for a professional day at work! I&#8217;ve also had bad mouth ulcers and pimples galore lately, not good!<\/p>\n<p>i&#8217;ve been thinking about it, and what i feel is <strong>useless<\/strong> and <strong>helpless<\/strong>. not in a &#8216;oh i can&#8217;t do anything right&#8217; or &#8216;woe is me&#8217; sort of way. i think i&#8217;m the kind of person who is impatient, and when has something to take care of &#8211; wants to take care of it NOW. <\/p>\n<p>i&#8217;d rather be spending my day with my daughter, trying to teach her things and helping her as much as I can. <\/p>\n<p>i feel like i can&#8217;t sit down until we have a diagnosis and until Jovie is getting the help she needs. i feel like there&#8217;s so much to do and we haven&#8217;t started yet. <\/p>\n<p>so i guess this is what being a mum is about! neverending worry coupled with undying love. <\/p>\n<p>Jovie is doing well, by the way \ud83d\ude42 she had her eye sight assessment on Wednesday and she has great vision -no issues there! next is her hearing assessment, then another paediatrician appointment in the next 6 weeks. we also have an appointment for the Children&#8217;s Hospital in SEPTEMBER (eeek feels so far away) which is no doubt going to add to my anxiety. thanks for your tweets, messages and emails x<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>the trouble with being a mum, is also one of the most wonderful things about being a mum it&#8217;s only been 2 weeks since we&#8217;ve started down the road of referrals, test and diagnostics &#8211; and i&#8217;ll admit i&#8217;m not the usual Tracey lately. most day&#8217;s i&#8217;m okay, and then other days i&#8217;m in a [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[17,16],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3256","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-jovie","category-parenthood"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/sh1ft.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3256","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/sh1ft.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/sh1ft.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sh1ft.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sh1ft.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3256"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"http:\/\/sh1ft.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3256\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3258,"href":"http:\/\/sh1ft.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3256\/revisions\/3258"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/sh1ft.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3256"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sh1ft.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3256"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sh1ft.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3256"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}