i don’t know what’s going on with me lately. i’m still not anywhere near my old self – things feel like they’re sliding. i don’t think it’s the pill i’m on right now because all of this started last week, but if it is – this could last a few months which i don’t think i can handle. my body is always<\/i> warm or hot, my eyes are always warm, i’m nauseated to the point i cannot get out of the house, i’m spinning and my insides feel fuzzy, i’m moody and quiet, i can’t eat until later at night and when i eat, i only like apples. mum still says everyone is going through it (like it’s the time of the year thing) but i don’t think so. it doesn’t feel right. sticking that thing down my throat every morning hasn’t exactly been a thrill ride either. i don’t know whether it’s all worth it. i am never like this and i don’t want to be like this but i guess i have to wait to see which is a pain in the ass. it makes me feel like a whiny bitch with a paranoia problem, but i think we all know when something’s not going right in our bodies. <\/p>\n
i haven’t been able to get in touch with my dad the past few days also. he’s somewhere in asia – where we’re not sure, but his phone is on the fritz and doesn’t connect so we can’t tell.<\/p>\n
i’m still waiting on my camera to come in, maybe this week. the film and fresh batteries has been sitting in my room for a few weeks now.<\/p>\n
back to the eternal ‘bliss’ of work. ugh.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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