define('DISABLE_WP_CRON', true);{"id":4154,"date":"2012-04-10T23:33:27","date_gmt":"2012-04-10T13:33:27","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/sh1ft.org\/blog\/?p=4154"},"modified":"2012-04-10T23:33:27","modified_gmt":"2012-04-10T13:33:27","slug":"self-realisation","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/sh1ft.org\/blog\/4154\/","title":{"rendered":"self realisation"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/sh1ft.org\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/04\/youreokay.gif\" alt=\"\" title=\"youreokay\" width=\"480\" height=\"480\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-4155\" srcset=\"http:\/\/sh1ft.org\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/04\/youreokay.gif 480w, http:\/\/sh1ft.org\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/04\/youreokay-150x150.gif 150w, http:\/\/sh1ft.org\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/04\/youreokay-300x300.gif 300w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 480px) 100vw, 480px\" \/><\/p>\n<p>i wonder how many of us need to hear that. <\/p>\n<p>&#8220;you&#8217;re okay&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8220;you are enough&#8221; <\/p>\n<p><em>you&#8217;re okay<\/em> is becoming a kind of new mantra for me. i&#8217;ve spent the last year in a fog, and i&#8217;m trying to figure out alot of things. my weight? you know, i don&#8217;t look so bad. i may have a few extra kilo&#8217;s but i still look cute darnit. my career? i have alot of things inside of me that will come out in all due time. my parenting skills? no one ever said it&#8217;d be easy, but i try my best every single minute of the day. <\/p>\n<p>i wonder how many people need to give themselves a break, too. that the stress &#038; tears are not worth the result if the result is built with stress &#038; tears. there has to be a better way to live our lives without giving a part of ourselves away like that. our confidence, our love for life. <\/p>\n<p>i&#8217;m purposefully pulling away from a few things, to make room for projects i&#8217;m excited about. i want to go back into taking more photos (not with my phone) and i want to make my life as simple but as directed as possible. <\/p>\n<p>i want to show myself that just being me, and no one else, is enough. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>i wonder how many of us need to hear that. &#8220;you&#8217;re okay&#8221; &#8220;you are enough&#8221; you&#8217;re okay is becoming a kind of new mantra for me. i&#8217;ve spent the last year in a fog, and i&#8217;m trying to figure out alot of things. my weight? you know, i don&#8217;t look so bad. i may have [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-4154","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-anything-everything"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/sh1ft.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4154","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/sh1ft.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/sh1ft.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sh1ft.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sh1ft.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=4154"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"http:\/\/sh1ft.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4154\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4158,"href":"http:\/\/sh1ft.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4154\/revisions\/4158"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/sh1ft.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=4154"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sh1ft.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=4154"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sh1ft.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=4154"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}