define('DISABLE_WP_CRON', true);{"id":4529,"date":"2012-08-23T22:22:44","date_gmt":"2012-08-23T12:22:44","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/sh1ft.org\/blog\/?p=4529"},"modified":"2012-08-23T22:22:44","modified_gmt":"2012-08-23T12:22:44","slug":"quietly-quiet","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/sh1ft.org\/blog\/4529\/","title":{"rendered":"quietly quiet"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/www.etsy.com\/listing\/104854229\/dark-side-art-print\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/sh1ft.org\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/08\/darkside.jpg\" alt=\"\" title=\"darkside\" width=\"480\" height=\"480\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-4530\" srcset=\"http:\/\/sh1ft.org\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/08\/darkside.jpg 480w, http:\/\/sh1ft.org\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/08\/darkside-150x150.jpg 150w, http:\/\/sh1ft.org\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/08\/darkside-300x300.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 480px) 100vw, 480px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>it&#8217;s interesting that once you get talking about yourself to a stranger (albeit, a professional), the more you learn about yourself. in my session with the dr, i&#8217;m relaying things i already knew about myself but i&#8217;m coming away learning something new about why am i how i am. yes, only after 2 sessions. <\/p>\n<p>i feel a bit raw about the weight of our conversations, and maybe next week i will share a bit with you, but until then i&#8217;m busily processing what has been said and it&#8217;s making me a bit quieter online &#038; off. in between making a video of Jovie for the Rett Syndrome Study and running around the town as usual, i find myself wondering where my mind will be in a month, in 6 months, at this rate. <\/p>\n<p>i&#8217;m already peeling away that &#8216;tough&#8217; outer shell i wear and it&#8217;s a bit scary. to be 31, and rediscovering yourself is a GOOD thing though and i feel lucky that i&#8217;m on this path now, rather than later. <\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/www.etsy.com\/listing\/104854229\/dark-side-art-print\">cute image by ilovedoodle<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>it&#8217;s interesting that once you get talking about yourself to a stranger (albeit, a professional), the more you learn about yourself. in my session with the dr, i&#8217;m relaying things i already knew about myself but i&#8217;m coming away learning something new about why am i how i am. yes, only after 2 sessions. i [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[31],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-4529","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-inside-out"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/sh1ft.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4529","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/sh1ft.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/sh1ft.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sh1ft.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sh1ft.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=4529"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"http:\/\/sh1ft.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4529\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4534,"href":"http:\/\/sh1ft.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4529\/revisions\/4534"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/sh1ft.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=4529"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sh1ft.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=4529"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sh1ft.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=4529"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}