
define('DISABLE_WP_CRON', true);{"id":507,"date":"2003-11-14T23:02:44","date_gmt":"2003-11-14T12:02:44","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/sh1ft.org\/blog\/?p=507"},"modified":"-0001-11-30T00:00:00","modified_gmt":"-0001-11-29T13:00:00","slug":"i-hate-to-let-you-down","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/sh1ft.org\/blog\/507\/","title":{"rendered":"i hate to let you down .."},"content":{"rendered":"<p>like any bride-to-be (how weird is that to describe myself as??) i&#8217;m losing hours in the day, days in the week and soon enough even the weeks will be gone. most days i&#8217;m up working between 8.30AM right through to 7PM <i>without<\/i> a break, most weekends i&#8217;m running around doing small things for the wedding, finishing my tutorials for my photography course (which i&#8217;m more than halfway through, btw), desperately seeking some &#8216;roam&#8217; time with my camera (hadn&#8217;t picked up my camera the whole week which is crazy for me) and trying to spend some quality time with my partner. don&#8217;t even mention that i probably won&#8217;t finish the 26 Things project myself and haven&#8217;t even thought of redesigning sh1ft.org in the last 2 months (at least right?). <\/p>\n<p>on top of that, my iron levels are low so i&#8217;m on supplements again and i have a little stomach bug thing because our fridge wasn&#8217;t working right all week.<\/p>\n<p>add 1 more thing, and hello breaking point! while it might not seem so much to do to some (ahem, my parents), it&#8217;s alot for me right now. <\/p>\n<p>anyway, my whole point about this entry is that i hate to let anyone down, especially my parents but i think in aid of my sanity, something&#8217;s gotta give. the project (which my father had set up for me without my knowledge) that i had to turn down wasn&#8217;t something that i thought could fit in with everything right now and i hope that they respect that. i already had a talk to them both about it and they said it was fine, but i think they were disappointed in me which is why it&#8217;s still bothering me so much&#8230; <\/p>\n<p>i guess you can&#8217;t satisfy everyone, right? at least it&#8217;s not something huge that i&#8217;m disappointing them with, it could be alot worse and alot more to be worried about. oooh well. <\/p>\n<p><font size=\"3\"><b>ohmygod, i&#8217;ve totally forgotten about christmas.<\/b><\/font><br \/>\n(seriously)<br \/>\n<!--more--><\/p>\n<p>to add to this entry, the worse part of it is that if i had said &#8216;yes&#8217; to doing the project &#8211; it would probably earn me a little extra cash which we could do with. but what&#8217;s more important &#8211; money or your health and happiness?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>like any bride-to-be (how weird is that to describe myself as??) i&#8217;m losing hours in the day, days in the week and soon enough even the weeks will be gone. most days i&#8217;m up working between 8.30AM right through to 7PM without a break, most weekends i&#8217;m running around doing small things for the wedding, [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-507","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-anything-everything"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/sh1ft.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/507","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/sh1ft.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/sh1ft.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sh1ft.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sh1ft.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=507"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/sh1ft.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/507\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/sh1ft.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=507"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sh1ft.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=507"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sh1ft.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=507"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}