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Wednesday 12 March
2003
wordless for a while
things aren't any better today, nor will we know whether it will be better tommorrow or four days from now. she's lying in a hospital bed, still paralysed and without the power to talk. no one is saying what's going to happen, maybe because we don't know (or don't want to know). i feel quiet and sad and the rain outside doesn't help the mood.
i'm trying to keep quiet and wordless for a while so i can spend my time and energy doing things that mean more to my life than before. i've been doing that the past few months. less posting freely on message boards, less television, less junk going into my body. more photography, more talking to my friends and family, more learning. i don't know whether this will work for me, but something has too.
i found out that my brother is in the exact same position as i am, except worse off. he works in a job that he now hates, sits around doing crapall related to his job description, wants to find another job that fulfills his day but doesn't have the right qualifications for it. it's such a waste of time for him, though he'll be 27 this year so i guess he still has time to turn over. i guess i still do, too.
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Tracey, it sounds like this sad event has allowed for you to continue to take stock of yourself and prioritize what is truly important for you. Yes, you still have time to turn.
My thoughts are with you. Take care my friend.
Posted by kane
@ 12 march 2003 11:20
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tracey, i really hope everything turns out alright, and if you need anything, you know where to reach me. *love*
Posted by breanna
@ 12 march 2003 02:23
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I can relate to your brother in many ways. Its about attitude:
There were 2 men behind prison bars.
One saw mud.
The other saw stars.
Take care. -- Steve
Posted by Steve
@ 12 march 2003 04:41
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Just stopping by to say hi and to drop off some telepathic pastries. *Hugs* to you, Tracey.
Posted by kane
@ 14 march 2003 03:43
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hi again tracey, i hope things are alright. *more hugs for you*
and also? i think you changed shutterbug? it looks nice <3
xoxo take care of yourself.
Posted by bre
@ 15 march 2003 01:13
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Sorry to hear your news. I just lost two of my grandparents in the last 5 months.
Posted by becky
@ 15 march 2003 01:16
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