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Tuesday 27 May 2003
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just one of those days, you know.

my net connection isn't working properly again, which means less net-surfing and more connection drop outs when you're emailing people.

big brother 3 has been entertaining me lately.. that ben character is really peeing me off. apparently there was a huge bitch fight last night between everyone in the house, so that should be cool to watch in the re-cap show tonight. watching the up late stream on tv has been a cure for my insomnia.

i've been getting hungrier and hungrier lately too - instead of just having an apple, i'll have 3 for example. my dad says it's because i'm drinking green tea everyday to keep warm, supposedly it up's your metabolism and makes you want to eat like crazy. not sure what else it can be, but my mum wants me to stop losing so much weight because my wedding dress won't fit by the time january comes around. haha.

i really need a change and i know it's not going to happen as soon as i want, which makes me sad. i'm alright though, i just need to adjust (again) to waiting for the right time. it just sucks is all. yeah i know, i should just go out and do it - but under our circumstances i can't just yet. we both can't just yet.

anyway, i'm not all sad today.. i've done some good work designs which i'm proud of and the sun is finally out after some more rain this week .. blah i should post a happy entry to counter the mopeyness of this one

yesterday, the midday move was before sunrise and it made me remember a song and a scene that i thought was pretty cool. i think i want to be roaming around some sunny european town like them right now, however clichéd it is