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Sunday 8 September
2002
5pm-11.15pm
just got off the phone with Regan - maybe it was my tiredness but i really cracked tonight, i miss him so much and i'm pretty emotional when i'm sleepy - so i broke down. things are good now though, he always talks me through it and i feel alot better. i know that we can't speed up time and get him here. it just really hurts to be away from him. i know i shouldn't be so selfish, when he gets here - we'll be together for the rest of our lives. so i should try to deal with it a bit better.
mum, dad, hayley and i went to the gardens to check out the lawns again. a really beautiful day (pics here) and we're trying to find a couple of area we both agree on and then Regan and i will make the decision. we're going to check out the restaurant where we want the reception next week too.
had the chance to take my holga out (which i hadn't done in a long time). kept forgetting to adjust the aperture, grrrrr. also been listening to alot of waikiki. looking forward to their first album which will be released this week. there's an instore in the city that i might catch.. but probably not.
i'm afraid to check that guestbook again cause i really don't want to find out how many other girls have websites like that. i'm considering closing it altogether really. i mean, i've already had to take offline alot of my cliques cause of space constraints.. hmmm
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Hey, you kids got it alright you know? Remember that me and Christina have known each other for more than two years now (and been 'involved' for almost as long) and I'm only flying over for the first time this December.
So I know full well how hard it can be. Just be positive and know its not that long til he's over.
*love*
Posted by Peter
@ 09 september 2002 11:48
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Aw Tracey. sometimes it's hard to keep from breaking down. I know that joel puts up with my sulkiness a lot more than he should have to, just because being away from him is the hardest thing in my life right now. but i mean, that's what boyfriends /fiancees are for right? ;). Four, five months is really not that much longer. just think that it's already the second week of September starting up. Time flies. It really does. And keep yourself busy with things, like.. planning your wedding. ! 'when he gets here - we'll be together for the rest of our lives' so maybe try to enjoy your time without a husband for now. ;)
xoxo
Posted by Lindsey
@ 10 september 2002 01:17
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just remember tracey, youre so lucky :)
:love:
Posted by bre
@ 10 september 2002 02:29
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Lots of good vibes in your direction.
Posted by Little Willow
@ 11 september 2002 11:17
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