January
09
i’m giving myself time to adjust – today was heaps better, i slowed down but it made it easier.
jasper went over to my mum’s all day today which helped me concentrate, i couldn’t not go to him if i hear him or see him etc.
gotta learn that i can’t do everything! as much as i want to, i can’t. i think that’s what is going on – my expectations of myself are too high sometimes and then when i realise it can’t be done, i freak out or quit. gotta keep it simple until i can balance it well.
peky •