back to work today after a week and a bit off work…
hated it this morning – the kids were all over me, I think Jasper could sense the impending seperation (could hear him running around downstairs calling out my name – my office is upstairs … *heart breaks* i had to run upstairs quickly and hide from him while my parents took him to the car so they could leave. he literally was grabbing onto my leg since the morning he woke up).
not so bad this afternoon, but the work has piled up and i have to have a thick skin and just get on with things now. i definately won’t break my back like i did the fortnight before the break (working up to 16 hours a day….) so i have to be strong and make sure i keep doing my best with the time that i have allocated for paid work, and only the time i have allocated for paid work.
coming back from the break, i need to get back into doing design projects that i want to do myself, on my own time. the baby blog is one big project that i want to dive into, and i think i might have to either give up or share the photographic project site because it’s never tended to the way it could be! decisions, decisions ..