the past week for the new fish have been .. eventful to say the least. all the guppies we had in the tank died one by one. not a good feeling to go downstairs in the morning to do a head count and there’s one dead in the corner again. we went back to the shop where we got the from and the guy gave us free ones because it looked like the fish might have been sick to begin with. water changes and ammonia checks were not enough for them. the new ones are lovely though, and my angel fish are looking so amazing getting their colours and stripes and everything.
grandma is alive. and thats the most important thing. though still paralysed and without speech, she’s a fighter and is doing better than last week. i don’t know how i’d handle being paralysed. not being able to do things for myself.. i know i’d be glad to be still breathing though. gotta deal with what you’re given i always say. mum will probably be coming home next week if everything is ok, she’s handling it in her own special way. special meaning, traversing up and down the country, even going to singapore for a day. most of it for doctor’s appointments for my grandpa though, but the other part just catching up with her brother’s.
been working on some ‘art‘ if you could call it that. more like venting through the computer. been taking some photos that i really like myself. trying to really decide whether i want to do photography commerically, or just continue doing my own thing and if someone likes it, then great.
a big thank you to everyone who’s sent me good vibes lately, i appreciate the thoughts. i’ve likened the past month of my life to ‘changing water’. every now and again the water gets murky, and you need to do something about it to make things clear and easy to live with once more.
one thing i wanted to ask was, who’s reading this? i used to just delete the archives of my stats but lately i’ve just been checking it out now and then. one of my other sites has gotten alot of
