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26 Things: May 2008 is over!

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I’m a bit lazy, it’ll take me another 2 years to fix up the photos and post them ….

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blurgh

i accidentally ate a handful of some pop corn type things, not reading the ingredients properly – it had yeast in it 🙁

so i quickly took some anti-histamine and downed a glass of water – and settled into my coma that put me out of order for an hour or so. i’ve only got the burps now, so i guess it wasn’t so bad – i’m glad my sister was around to keep an eye on Jasper, otherwise it could of been worse!

(p.s. thanks for all the comments and emails about my last post about confidence… i’ll get back to you asap!!)

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life is too short

i keep hearing it. i keep reading it.

life is too short.

and i believe it. but maybe i truly don’t? if i did, i would of changed jobs by now. i’m pretty unhappy (to the point of tears) doing what i do now, but i stay because of the financial stability. what is the deal breaker between financial and emotional stability?

i’m torn because i want/need to be a mature adult – i have a child, i have a mortgage. i’m torn because my heart is just not in this anymore and i just cannot continue feeling this way about something that i do for 65% of my time.

i think my problem is lack of confidence. i just don’t have any anymore when it comes to a career/job/work. even with photography, i liked doing it but my confidence level was shot to pieces. i just don’t think i’m good enough. to do anything, really.

any advice? where do you get your confidence from? experience?