Jan
11
2008
2008
first week back at work is over! and it’s definately better than tuesday so i’m feeling quite good now.
thank buddha for that!
first week back at work is over! and it’s definately better than tuesday so i’m feeling quite good now.
thank buddha for that!
i’m giving myself time to adjust – today was heaps better, i slowed down but it made it easier.
jasper went over to my mum’s all day today which helped me concentrate, i couldn’t not go to him if i hear him or see him etc.
gotta learn that i can’t do everything! as much as i want to, i can’t. i think that’s what is going on – my expectations of myself are too high sometimes and then when i realise it can’t be done, i freak out or quit. gotta keep it simple until i can balance it well.
second day back was even worse
i started at 8.30am but by 9am i was on the bathroom floor crying my eyes out.
i didn’t go back in today, i feel a bit lost.
i know it’s supposed to get better, but it really really sucks in the meantime.